aquacat Wenmaan's behavior in this video was what he only did to S. So I always thought that Wenmaan loved S more than me.
Since Wenmaan was diagnosed with lymphoma, everyday I told him a thousand times that I love him. 10 days before Wenmaan passed away (April 16), in that evening, I was resting on my desk chair after I finished cleaning house. Then Wenmaan slowly walked toward me. He rubbed his cheek on my foot and gazed at me quietly. It was not the first time but I felt something unusual. Wenmaan seemed to have something to tell me and I could realize what he said. I am sure he said 'Aquacat, I love you too'. Only after then, I realized that Wenmaan loved S and me just the same.

I am truly grateful for your kind words of comfort, IG friends. Your words were a great consolation to us.
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aquacat Wenmaan. Born about the year 2000 (maybe) - April 26, 2016.
Wenmaan passed away in my arms and S's at 4:15PM, April 26, 2016. Until his last breath, we stroked him and told him continuously that we love him, love most in the world. We put a lot of effort to fight back our tears while we held him. Putting Wenmaan to sleep was the hardest and most painful experience in my life.

Wenmaan, my love, my dear little boy, you and Jiwan were like a pair of wings to me. Now you have left me and I've lost one of my wings forever. My special boy, the kindest, most amiable, most patient and bravest boy, I have lost you forever.
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aquacat It's 3:10am now in Seoul. And maybe tonight will be the last night with Wenmaan. In the meantime, Wenmaan had his pleural effusion removed 3 more times and we used steroid but it didn't work out for him. The vet said there's nothing we can do for Wenmaan, except making him sleep. It's very painful that we are standing in front of such a choice, but Wenmaan is suffering from his every breathe so I agree that we should not leave him in a lot of pain any more. Tonight will be the most painful and the longest night in my life. But I should cherish this time I can spend with Wenmaan. 1mon
  •   aprilpromise 사랑스러운 웬만이. 오래오래 기억할게요. 4w
  •   aida7asmin Oh Wenmaan.. i just can't forget of this cutie yet i hope u and Hyang are having a happy life somewhere 3w
  •   adieeeeeee Oh nooo I just found this out I'm so sorry Rest in peace handsome Wenmaan 3w
  •   yianlun_is_here Suddenly I thought about wenmann. Remember that he was ill, was worried he might passed away, quickly came IG to check it out. Cried out loud when it became a truth 6d

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aquacat "No thanks!" I offered Yeho's adotaversary cake to Saero, but he declined. 😑 1mon

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aquacat Yeho is tasting his adoptaversary cake. :) 1mon

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aquacat April 20, today is Yeho's 2nd adoptaversary. It's already been 2 years since Yeho became a member of our family. Time flies by so fast. Wenmaan is ill so we are not in a good situation, but I took a photo to celebrate Yeho's adoptaversary and to make memories. I hope Yeho stays healthy and happy for long. 1mon
  •   oypiya Happy Adoptaversary Yeho! 1mon
  •   thousandsami happy adoptaversary, Yeho! 1mon
  •   yelese03 I can't believe it's been this long when you share with us the news about Yeho he is so cute 4w
  •   nekozawa_ Congrats Yeho! =^.^= 3w

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aquacat We've had a hard time these few days. We visited the vet's because Wenmaan breathed hard, and Wenmaan had the pleural effusion removed from his chest cavity. And he had to visit the vet's again for the same reason in 3 days. The pleural effusion resulted from cancer. I'm so worried that the same thing will happen again. But it's fortunate that Wenmaan still eats well. (still I force-feed him.) When my cats are ill, I feel most helpless. I wish I could be ill instead of Wenmaan. 1mon

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aquacat Today when I returned from outside, Wenmaan came out to the front door to greet me. Wenmaan always comes out to greet. Such a friendly little boy. :) 1mon
  •   amaliaalias *hugs. A virtual hug to wenmaan and to you aquacat. 1mon
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  •   alegnnita Siempre ha sido mi favorito, es tan Bello!! Toda mi energía en este momento, se lo que significa tener que despedirnos de nuestros hijos gatunos!! 1mon
  •   dayenueda I just read all the sad news. Sorry for your loss. I'll be missing him too. 4w

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aquacat "Ok, then did you miss my airplane ears too?" 😑 1mon

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aquacat "Hello IG friends, I'm here... don't you miss me a little bit?" 1mon

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aquacat "Hey come on, where did you hide my treats?!" 2mon

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aquacat Wenmaan has been to the animal hospital for checkup today. His condition is not bad so we administered anticancer drugs orally. The vet said that Wenmaan's anemia has improved a bit so it seems the anticancer drug works for him. I am still force feeding Wenmaan by syringe, but he eats well with syringe and he didn't lose his weight at all. When going to home from the vet's, he was looking out of a car window. It looked like he was in a good mood. I hope these times - not bad times - can last for long. Thank you friends for your kind words. I just finished some work that made me busy, so I will update more often. 2mon

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aquacat It's been over a week since the last update. We started to administer anticancer drugs orally to Wenmaan on March 27. I don't know whether it will work for Wenmaan, but he seems to feel better than when he had chemo. He eats a little bit by himself, but mostly I force feed him by syringe every 2 to 3 hours. I am very thankful that he doesn't vomit and eats meals well which I force feed. Wenmaan is really a patient and good boy. I'm very proud of him. I and Wenmaan too are doing our best. Thank you friends for your kind words. Sorry that I can't update often. (because I'm so busy.) 2mon

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aquacat Wenmaan had the first chemo on March 13. (25 week protocol) But he took a turn for the worse after the chemo. Now Wenmaan doesn't eat by himself so I'm force feeding him with a syringe. I'm worried that he got anemia, but it's a good thing he doesn't have symptoms of vomiting. The vet said Wenmaan's strength grew faint, so 25 week protocol is not the proper treatment for him and we should apply other protocol after his recovery. I'm so busy because of caring for Wenmaan. I'm doing everything I can, and I'm trying to spend well-filled days with Wenmaan. 2mon
  •   nathanlawliet Olha a cara dessa gato 2mon
  •   arindj Stay strong and get well soon wenman... We love and keep supporting you always 2mon
  •   ameeraroslee Be strong, Wenmaan. We all love you very much. 2mon
  •   jkryler I hope he gets better soon. 2mon

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aquacat Saero in the morning 2mon

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aquacat "How come only Wenmaan can taste bonito, Aquacat?" 2mon

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aquacat "Aquacat, I saw that you gave a bonito to Wenmaan! But why do you give me such a thing? You already know that I don't eat potato chip!" Sorry, but the vet said that you need to diet. "I hate him!" 2mon

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aquacat Thank you for all your kind words and supporting Wenmaan. And thank you for sharing your experiences, it's really helpful to us. Wenmaan still eats well and sleeps well today. He seems to have decided that he will eat only his favorite foods. 2mon

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aquacat We decided to let Wenmaan have chemo. I can't be sure it's the right decision, but we can't sit on our hands. I hope that at least it can improve the quality of Wenmaan's life. 3mon
  •   liakuma I'm very sorry. This must have been difficult to you. 2mon
  •   teresaprestridge Tough decisions for sure. Prayerfully it will bring him quality. #makingthemostofeveryday 2mon
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  •   pzubioli I am not sure which kind of cancer he has, but one of our cats had many sections of chemo (for his lympho cancer) and he lived for 3 more years before it came back (by the time he had also a tumor on his lung which we removed and also came back at the same time). What I am trying to say is, fight for his life! We did and had our baby for 3 more years! Yours will recover, he is a fighter! Be strong and all the best! 2mon

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aquacat "Hey Jiwan, after visiting the vet's, everytime Aquacat sees me, she tells me that she loves me. Why?" "That's good. But Aquacat reduced the amount of my meal after visiting the vet's. The vet must have told her that I need to diet. I hate him!" 3mon

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