annie_ferry The only reason I find it necessary to write this is because I want to know if anyone else struggles in the same ways.
I love watching videos of my favorite people like or Theo James and Shailene Woodley. I also find myself reading the Divergent series and Harry Potter everyday no matter what. Also I'm constantly watching John Green videos. I spend all my time feeding myself these peoples lives in many different forms. I'm beginning to figure out why I spend my time obsessing over these books and people. They have what I want.
I've spent most of this summer alone . In fact most days I spend reading, studying or watching these people on YouTube. I haven't been invited to hang out with anyone or even had the opportunity to associate with anyone. Most of you must be thinking that I'm insane or that I need a life and you might be right.
At the end of the day I see these people like Shailene, Theo, and John and I watch and study their lives. All of them have the same thing, fellowship. Every star and story I fill up my time with has a person or people that's made their lives worth living. For Shailene Woodley and Theo James it's each other and the casts they have worked with. John Green has his family and his brother, Hank. And even in Divergent and Harry Potter the characters have others to aid them. I look at them as superior to myself because I find when it comes down to it I'm alone.
Now you must be wondering why I would take the time to write this or what's my motive behind sharing all of this. Well the truth is I believe at our age we mostly find ourselves alone or hurting. Ecspecially military kids who move their lives around all the time. Some of you are like me, We fill our worlds with the happiness and adventures of other people lives to fill the empty spaces. And some of us just are alone. Others look for attention on things like social media. It's all the same. And maybe some of us have found the happiness we are all looking for. No matter what you do to fill yourself individually I think it's important to look at where we put our happiness in. And remember that even when you feel alone that life can change in an instant.
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  •   annie_ferry @im_nobody_really_xoxo but yes we do divergent was a really good movie btw 10h
  •   im_nobody_really_xoxo I think you forget that I have no life either 10h
  •   its_maevecook That spoke to me. No, it screamed @annie_ferry 9h
  •   edgil80 Hey, this even describes me. I love being lost in the wonderful world of books and movies. I have no life. My friends/coworkers pretty much know I am gonna stay a hermit. But I'm happy this way. 8h
  •   bella1103happy You have a family, too. And a big one. You should play with the little ones or hang out with Other ones. 7h
  •   annie_ferry The whole point was just to make the point of obsession is comforting to some people . @bella1103happy 7h
  •   smittygirl96 I get exactly what your saying only I do it with tv shows and not a lot of books lol. We may be a little lonely and lost now but this world has great things planned for us and we will do them someday. Not to be weird but I went to your page and looked at the pictures, you are beautiful and seem to have a great head on your shoulders. Don't be afraid to let the world see who you are. 51min

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annie_ferry Cruelest Author of the Year Award goes to: Veronica Roth. 2d

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annie_ferry "We believe in ordinary acts of bravery, in the courage that drives one person to stand up for another." ~Dauntless Manifesto 1w

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annie_ferry Lilly.! 4w

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annie_ferry So yes I'm obsessive but ....... ITS #FOURFRIDAY.! 2mon

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  •   annie_ferry @stellbell5 We would dance by the fire for the parents and those talent shows.! 3mon
  •   stellbell5 yea! and i remember when we sang "too cool" from camp rock and your mom was like" that was the meanest song i've ever heard!" 3mon

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annie_ferry "We are not infinite
We are not permanent
Nothing is immediate
We're so confident
In our accomplishments"
~ "Gone" Switchfoot
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annie_ferry The Greatest Love.! Happy Easter #Jesus 3mon

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annie_ferry "It's when your breaking down with your insides coming out that's when your find out what your heart is really made of" ~ Yet by Switchfoot 🌞 3mon

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Who we are
In the fever of our youth
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  •   chrissyervin Annie!!:* u made my day today!!!your sooo nice!!!<3 !!i don't know what id do with put you!!your to gorgeous :* and a amazing friend 4mon

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annie_ferry With my Bae.! 4mon

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annie_ferry #nolife TRYING TO BE A ROCKSTAR.! Full video on Face book . 5mon

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annie_ferry So I kinda really like food 5mon

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annie_ferry Living the HOTEL life
It will be 6 months without our stuff when we get outta here
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