alyssaeason #wcw because @mcowman always sends me the sweetest, most caring messages. And she still hasn't let me forget it! I miss and lub you Sha Nay Nay! #bff 2w
  •   mcowman Hahahaha I saw this and immediately thought "oh shit what did I say😮😮" but it's a good one love you so much!!! I'll see you in 2 weeks love you Ginger!!!!!!!!!! 2w

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alyssaeason Amen to that! 2w
  •   mcowman Love you so much GG 2w

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alyssaeason Just a little #tbt when my best friend thought that he was Justin Timberlake. #hesbringinsexyback @houston.we.have.an.uhoh #sorrynotsorry #dontkillme 3w

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alyssaeason River fun riding the razr, swimming, and laying around! #ilovesummer 4w

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alyssaeason ️ She's such a beast. 4w

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alyssaeason Survived my first time to float down the river! Had a blast with these girls! #summer2015 #riverday 1mon

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alyssaeason The last half of last year I was in a really bad place in my life. I was in and out of a crazy/psychotic/abusive "relationship" that I couldn't seem to get myself out of. It made me feel crazy and I was so unhappy with myself and life in general. I decided if I lost weight it'd help me some how. Focus everything into something else. So I joined a weight loss challenge. That made matters worse. Yes, I lost a lot of weight and looked good. But the weekly weigh ins made me crazy. My weeks were determined by what the scale said on Sundays. I would work out at least 2 sometimes 3 times a day. I was eating about 1100 calories a day. No bread, no pizza, no beer. No nothing. Restrictions. If I did drink it was vodka water. Then I'd black out from having no food and drinking liquor. If The scale didn't go down, I'd beat myself up about it. Cry even. It was ridiculous. I'm such a competitive person I couldn't lose. I stuck with this eating crap for over 6 months. But you can't live that way. It's not healthy, or easy by any means. It basically gave me an eating disorder. I didn't want to go out, or do anything with my friends or family because I was afraid of the calories. I was physically, mentally, and emotionally drained. And it damn sure didn't make me any happier in the long run. I prayed for God to give me the strength I needed. You have to realize your worth and what's really important. Be good enough for you. People who matter don't love you for how you look. I am so thankful that God gave me the people in my life who stuck by me to help me out of such an awful time, even if they didn't even try or know. Just being there, or yelling at me. And loving me regardless. God sure does have a funny way of teaching you lessons and making you learn about yourself. But he knows what he's doin!
Proverbs 3: 5-6 Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths
#godisgood #trustinginhim #youaregoodenough
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  •   alyssaeason @fitlifehappysoul thank you so much for saying all of that Rosie!! That really means so much! It didn't really start out as a problem, but it turned into one! I was miserable! But I wanted to lose the weight so bad it didn't matter. I had a war going on in me! You are very right it's hard to see what's really going on through social media posts. I know a lot of people said my posts motivated them to be healthier and work out, which I'm so happy for. But there's a line!! I just had to get that awful negative person out of my life to get away from it all! Now I eat healthy for the most part with some beer and pizza mixed in! And work out a few times a week. Life is so much more relaxed! 2mon
  •   fitlifehappysoul @alyssaeason yes it is so easy for it to become an obsession especially when you use it as an escape for something else that is toxic in your life. I've been there too except mine was with alcohol unfortunately. We all have our demons, but when we overcome them it makes us so much stronger! Good for you for taking back control of your life and kicking out the negative! 2mon
  •   alyssaeason Yes, exactly! Thank you so much!! And I'm so happy for you too Rose!! @fitlifehappysoul 2mon
  •   fitlifehappysoul @alyssaeason Thank you 2mon
  •   kelseynlawson I love you so much you beautiful woman! 2mon
  •   jscozby Hold your head up girl. You got this @alyssaeason 2mon
  •   alyssaeason I love you too!! @kelseynlawson 2mon
  •   alyssaeason Thank you so much @jscozby ! Miss you guys! 2mon

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alyssaeason When it's hot AF outside but your broke af. You swim in kiddy pools in your backyard. #youmightbearedneck 2mon

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alyssaeason #wcw for the second week in a row! Love you Nay! @mcowman 2mon
  •   mcowman Had to black and white that rainbow ugh miss you so much too ginger! You'll be visiting soon and we can float all our blues away 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀 love you GG 2mon

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alyssaeason Happy birthday 'Merica!! #4thfun 2mon

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alyssaeason Flash back Friday to spending the last two years of 4th of July weekends in Rhineland! I'm gonna miss the crazy late nights of karaoke, spinning around the dance floor til the sun comes up in the trees, swimming, corn hole, the amazing food, and amazing people this year! #4thfun #bossman #rhinelandnights 2mon
  •   mcowman Oh the food, hahahaha 2mon
  •   alyssaeason @mcowman where's all the desert? Let's go look in the barn. Ohhh. Let's just hang out in here with the cookies and the ac! Lol 2mon
  •   mcowman Hahahaha mainly for the cookies but the AC was a plus ah first 4th in 2 years that we aren't together... sad, sad day 2mon

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alyssaeason My mama is gorgeous! #momsmini 2mon

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alyssaeason Creepy Karen @kbueck 2mon

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alyssaeason Just because I love you! @mcowman 2mon
  •   mcowman I love you more Ginger 2mon

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alyssaeason Sometimes you just need a glass of wine. And chocolate covered strawberries. And candles. And a bubble bath. #littlebitofheaven #splishsplashiwastakinabath 2mon

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alyssaeason There is no better present than kind words. I couldn't be more in love with my profession! I sure am going to miss working with Dr. Lowry! #dentalhygiene 2mon

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alyssaeason 20 years ago our dads started watching us play a sport that shaped our lives. Life might be a little but more busy now but I'm so thankful that we can all slow down enough and watch the Women's World Cup soccer together still. It sure does bring back memories, and make me miss the sport! #fifa #worldcup2015 #uswnt #thedream #glorydays 2mon

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