aiko_chaaaaaaan Everyone wants to be accepted in society. It sucks. You want everyone's approval. Thing is, you end up losing who you once were.
Not only would you do that, but you'd be at risk to lose the one you love most.. Thing is, it doesn't matter what other's think! Just be YOU. All you need is that one person's love and motivational support, because you plan to live your future with them.
People can say what they want, but does it really matter to you? Or is it something that could possibly harm your future plans in life? Who you trust and who you take advice from is a huge gamble. everyone's different, and all have different perceptions on things. They don't know the things you know. Maybe they say it because it's what they think is right. BUT they aren't the ones living YOUR life.

Stand up, make a change. Be YOURSELF.
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aiko_chaaaaaaan "This hand is bitterness,
We want to taste it,
Let the hatred numb our sorrows... The wise hand, opens slowly to lilies of the valley and tomorrow.. This is what it means, to be held " Natalie Grant: Held

One of my favorite positive songs. God is good, and he is setting a plan for us. Let it unfold itself, and see the wonders he has in store
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aiko_chaaaaaaan Dear friends,
I can't say thank you enough! Thank you so much for all your kind words, and encouragement. From motivational talks, going out for some great laughs, to inspirational posts, to heart felt letters.. you all do too much for me! You all are too kind. You all give me great happiness! Here, YouTube, and even some other acts of kindness.

Your gifts and generous thoughts are so amazing. I don't feel deserving of them, but I am truly grateful.
I really couldn't have asked for better people in my life than my dear friends. You know who you are, old or new, I am so thankful for each and every one of you ♡
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aiko_chaaaaaaan If someone can adore your imperfections, keep them.
If someone can appreciate the things you do for them, whether big or small, keep them.

If someone is willing to care, and adore you when you feel no one else is, keep them.
If someone opened your eyes to what the "L" word means in a special way only the two of you would understand, keep them.

You need people in your life. If there are people who would do these things, you know that they're special. Don't pity yourself. Don't think you're hot shit either. Not everyone would risk their life for another. But when you know someone would risk their own well being for you, that person truly cares about you more than themself.
It's a blessing if both feel the same way. It's an eternal curse if there isn't same feelings. Why? Like I said not just ANYONE can do it for just ANYBODY. You might just drain out all of your heart..
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  •   infantmoose hey sexy. :3 hurrhurr. 4d
  •   infantmoose yes, I've had some to drink. but it doesn't change my statements! I'm so effin' proud of you. you've grown so much in the last few weeks. I told you you didn't need until the end of the month! you got this! :) I miss your face. we shall take over and conquer many things. ^^ 4d
  •   lynnspiiration Such a cutie! 4d
  •   t.x.n.a You're so pretty stop 3d

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aiko_chaaaaaaan As far as I see people use their relationship for bragging rights. Privacy = respect

You don't need other people to know what you do and have their feedback. What you do with your significant other is no one's business.
Sure it's nice to talk about the other person, to check up on how that person is doing, but your relationship shouldn't be anyone's business. If you don't care, well.. it all depends on how you both agree on things.

Girls woud talk about their boyfriends probably to show people up, girls dark pleasure is getting praised from others "oh you're so lucky", "I wish my boyfriend was like that". All that stuff.

Guys would do the same. Make sure their girl is decent in looks, and has talents that he's proud of. If they aren't impressive, why keep them?
I just saw this picture, and it made me realize the word has indeed lost value.
Which makes me wonder if anyone knows the actual meaning of this word.. divorce rates and break ups are so much higher than actual stable relationships.
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aiko_chaaaaaaan Home alone, WHICH MEANS I WON'T GET WEIRD LOOKS!
Eheheheh~ pampering myself because I deserve it.
Tell me not, I look good in green ehehehe~♡
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  •   aiko_chaaaaaaan Hair mask and face mask, oh this is the life~♡ 5d
  •   kuro.sagi I like doing these in the bath because tbh bending over to rinse it out hurts my old back 5d
  •   infantmoose ^.^ hehehe I'm gonna do this to toshi. 5d
  •   lynnspiiration U look so cute my love 5d
  •   aiko_chaaaaaaan @kuro.sagi I had to get out of the bathroom because the steam wasn't helping the drying process of the mask ^^ haha and yes, my back was sore because i bent down with the shower head to rinse off my hair mask and bent over to rinse off the face mask too T^T 5d
  •   aiko_chaaaaaaan @infantmoose this is like my skin care treasure T^T can't thank you enough! My skin is so happy! 5d
  •   aiko_chaaaaaaan Heehee thank you ms. BEAUTIFUL♡♡ @lynnspiiration 5d
  •   toshiface Sexiest face ever lol 5d

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aiko_chaaaaaaan Face is progressing. Stress and all the hormonal acne is slowly being beaten in the BUTT!! Now I am going to work on the redness on my face~
Hair treatment is going well too. I am happy with my waves and how they are falling after a couple days of washing. Letting the natural oils treat my hair.
Truly happy with how my skin care and hair treatment is working wonders! Like wow, fantastic baby! but not only that, I've been recently working on myself.
People have their crazy moments in life, but hell it's part of growing up and maturing from the mistakes and wreck less things that happened in the past that you must learn from. Look at it as a lesson, something you can look back on with no regrets. Be positive. Smile! I know I have a share of mistakes and things I shouldn't have done but now that I know I have the ability to do it, I also have the ability to learn and grow from it. Use a different method, to make it a better one!
Sorry for the long posts, just know if you grow up from the pain, you are maturing and that's the best thing! No grudges, or drama. Just forgive and move forward all for the better!!
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aiko_chaaaaaaan I wish they has more attention from others. Sure they aren't as young as all those new groups, but I still think they make great music, and I favor their dorkiness. Never really did care for popular "younger" groups that people go nuts for now. At least I found this at Pink Box.. 6d
  •   aiko_chaaaaaaan **had 6d
  •   minha.png Been a fan of them since debut and it makes me happy to see others finally getting into them~ 6d

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aiko_chaaaaaaan I hate so much things and people right now.. but at least I don't hate you guys. 6d

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aiko_chaaaaaaan After work thoughts are consuming me. 1w

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aiko_chaaaaaaan Things on fb that make me laugh.
All girls are psycho. Props to the people who stay with their psychos!
But in all honesty, they are special. So keep 'em close!! ^^ they may drive you crazy, but you gotta admit, she can bring out the best in you ♡
1w

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aiko_chaaaaaaan Debating to chop my hair, or to color it, or both ahahah~
Nana from After School caught my eye with her blonde..but I am not sure.
Any ideas? I've always enjoyed the idea of blonde, but I'm not sure~
1w
  •   kuro.sagi Blonde kills but so fun to play with 1w
  •   aiko_chaaaaaaan That's why I still haven't done it yet T^T the idea of having dead hair makes me kinda really sad @kuro.sagi 1w
  •   kuro.sagi 8)... you just gotta be patient with it tbh. I wasnt 1w

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aiko_chaaaaaaan 『寿司を食べることが好きです❣』 Must regain weight, develope better eating habits! 1w

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aiko_chaaaaaaan 『I don't believe in "love at first sight" but I do believe in seeing someone from across the room and knowing instantly that they're going to matter to you』
|| old selfie.|| So, going out on real late night adventures, I learned quite a lot of things about myself. I'm happy. I really enjoy a great company of people who actually care about me. It feels nice. To be care-free. We all have struggles, but with the right support, we can overcome it!
There are people who've had it better, and others who had worse of the similar situation. Just know, you're never alone. And THAT, is the greatest feeling to have; someone who learned from it, overcame the struggle, and cares enough to help you. That's the greatest thing ♡
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  •   jessicaval I love what you said bbgirl And such a cute selfie! 1w
  •   aiko_chaaaaaaan I just want people to know even if it seems like it's the "worst", that 1) there is hope. not for the favorable outcome, but to be happy again. & 2) people care about each other. And that is the greatest thing! @jessicaval ♡ thank you so much! 1w
  •   jessicaval Everything is a journey 1w
  •   lynnspiiration Haha not until u meet the one 1w

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aiko_chaaaaaaan Working ten hours..I'm dying from last night lololol 2w
  •   dnnvxc Does Kevin still work Saturdays 2w
  •   aiko_chaaaaaaan Yeah he does, but sometimes he has drill so Fred works for him on Saturdays, like today. @dnnvxc 2w
  •   dnnvxc Are u still under my schedule?????? 2w
  •   aiko_chaaaaaaan Yeah. I still work closing @dnnvxc 1w
  •   infantmoose ^____^v you don't know dying at work yet... muahahha. 1w

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aiko_chaaaaaaan Late night adventures:
Because he is the Taeyang's twin.
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  •   lynnspiiration wish u could upload a video of this be so funny to watch 2w

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aiko_chaaaaaaan Late night adventures:
Plotting a drunk to get waxed.
Funniest shit EVER.
2w

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aiko_chaaaaaaan Sweeets ~♡ for someone who doesn't have a sweet tooth.
Hahah~
2w

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aiko_chaaaaaaan #wcw @infantmoose
PC: @toshiface
My hair looks so gross. But overall, I'll never forget this amazing night ♡
2w

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aiko_chaaaaaaan I noticed Tyler isn't around IG..sooo I if you all miss him, I stumbled across this on Facebook *u*
Kohai knows his shit, and he makes me so proud. I miss him in he ig community. He has a YouTube channel that I can't subscribe to which makes me super sad.. but..yes.
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  •   kuroichan24 Omgsss whatttt? TAT I didn't notice that! He's so perf though ; u ;, I haven't seen him for awhile~ 2w
  •   aiko_chaaaaaaan He posted it last night apparently! Lol I saw it and was like wow *^* haha. I miss talking to him and seeing him and stuff. He's gonna end up famous one day I swear! T^T @kuroichan24 2w
  •   kuroichan24 Lolz ahh I see ^_^, he's totally going to be! >w< ~ 2w
  •   5eva_cute Dang so fierce. And I miss him too~ T^T 2w
  •   aiko_chaaaaaaan He's too much Eva. Like wae. @5eva_cute 2w
  •   5eva_cute @aiko_chaaaaaaan gurl I know, I know! 2w

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