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_ianne Missing the weekend, but my niece misses it more. I'm running on 2.5 hours of and I wish I'm sleeping in my bed right now 8h

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_ianne It's fun to watch other people get nervous when I take my phone to the pool with me. 2d

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3d _ianne
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3d _ianne
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_ianne Weekend getaway with the #famILY 3d

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6d _ianne
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_ianne You're finally 'laid' to rest. You were sent off with the warmest, yet the saddest hearts. Tears were shed, hearts ached and clenched from different corners of the world. Did you know that my open letter to you was read at church? It wasn't my intention to make people cry nor for that to go beyond the eyes of those who can see and have read it. It was something I wanted to do for you and also for myself. But hey, I'm sure you already know these things because you're watching over us. It's crazy how usually, words are spoken in lamentation for the dead, but some of us ended up in laughter, just the way you want. You've always been the one who wants things at an exulting level, that's why you've always been the Life of the party! 6d

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7d _ianne
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_ianne I went to a #Nike #volleyball camp last week as a spectator and it made me miss my glory days and at the same time, my heart ached because it was also a sport that my cousin Joshua loved when he was still alive. Thank you to everyone who've expressed their sympathies and support through different forms of communication/SNS. You're all very much appreciated not just by me, but by my family as well. To those who constantly check up on me and worry about me, thank you for the concern and I'm working on being stronger not just for you and for myself, but also for kuya Joshua. I'll make a fire ass comeback with a mixtape jk (I say this to a couple of my friends quite often). Your words of comfort and kindness are always welcome. I need them especially to get through the following days. 7d

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1w _ianne
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_ianne We welcomed #summer (last Saturday) by beating the heat with #fresh watermelon #juice + #watermelon cubes made by yours truly. 1w

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_ianne Wednesday was a difficult day for me to get through right from the start: I woke up late and heavy; not because of my cramps or me in general, but this weighing feeling in me. I immediately got up to get ready, but I was greeted by the news that you've passed before I could even take another step to the kitchen to grab my towel in the dryer. I was confused that morning, whether I should go to work or not. Somehow, my feet dragged me to the bathroom to get ready for work. My mind was racing with thoughts about you as my heart continues to sink with every single tear that rolled down my cheeks. It was one of the longest days of my Life that I wished to end every time I would look at the clock. I tried to act as normal as possible, for I didn't want the attention and the interrogation - I just wanted to be left alone to grieve and multitask at the same time. "I wish I was able to talk to you longer" was my initial thought, because I didn't even last 2 minutes being on Skype with you while you were holding on to your dear Life just to say your goodbyes to everyone you love. The thing is, I didn't know that that was your goodbye and I was absolutely not ready. I'm sorry for being weak...I'm sorry I couldn't bear seeing you on your deathbed; weak, thin, and not the person I've always known. I thought I was ready, since we've been forewarned, but I don't think anyone is truly ready for death or acceptance of it. I'm very happy and sad at the same time. I'm happy that you were able to spend your last days with your families and friends, who are grieving and continuously praying for you. The amount of love that you've received when you were still here with us hasn't changed - those whose lives you've touched speak nothing but the kindest words about you. I'm sad because the amount of time that we got to know each other wasn't long enough and I'll always be sorry if I/we ever made you feel like you were alone, because that's far from the truth. I'm also sorry for not making our reunion happen, even though I know you'll say that you understand. 1w

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2w _ianne
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_ianne Every time I look at this picture, it makes me want to sit on one of those benches, read, and have a sandwich. 🌳🌳🌳 2w

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2w _ianne
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_ianne The celebration has somewhat died down and it's way past 12 - Happy 11th Birthday to this gamer brat! You used to giggle when I sing church/worship songs when you were a year old, you'd wear my Dunks and try to walk in them, a handful of my friends claimed you as their boyfriend , and now you're inches away from towering over me I love you, but I need my laptop back, thanks! 2w

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3w _ianne
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_ianne Obligatory bridge shot when you're in SF. I'm going through pictures I've taken (again) while I wait for this thing to work its magic on my tub. 3w

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_ianne Updating my planner (don't ask how far behind I am) while snacking on some 🍐😬 3w

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_ianne *Mister Rogers' voice* It's a beautiful day in the neighborhood 3w

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_ianne Happy 8th Birthday to this brat! Our similarities as a kid frustrates me most of the time, but I love you anyway. I guess. 3w
  •   louisaatto So many pretty desserts!! What a lucky girl haha :) 3w
  •   maredaily No, stop them from growing up!!! HBD to the siblings. 3w
  •   _ianne @louisaatto You sound a little envious there lol @maredaily Okay, so guess what Rayven's birthday wish is? Six Flags trip and no more kiddie rides... 3w
  •   jecamooz Happy birthday, Shaine! :) 3w
  •   delinnerz She's growing too fast! Happy birthday shaine!! 3w
  •   monsharayne @taaammyy @maredaily Thanks for the Birthday Greetings! @_ianne thanks again for the yummy and lovely cupcake and for the spaghetti...their delish!!! too bad Tammy and Mare missed it...lol 3w
  •   juju_stine Anak!!! 3w
  •   m_uong Omg I still remember her pic when she was a toddler ? Has it been that long ? O.O! 3w

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3w _ianne
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_ianne "You're always in the way of my pictures!" - My mom || And this is me walking away looking like a duck. 3w

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_ianne En route to the Enchanted Forest. Or Twilight Zone. 4w

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_ianne I'm still suffering from PCD (Post-Concert Depression) and that SF trip was TOO short! Perusing through pictures I took during my stay there makes me want to hop on a plane for an Ike's fix and the beignets we didn't get to eat + deYoung being open. I haven't properly thanked @jennyixing and her family for their hospitality and to my friends (and new ones) who graced me with their lovely faces and presence. Anyway, here's a picture of my friend I took on our way there. The woman next to me probably hated me because I kept lip syncing and dancing in my seat 4w

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