_i_self_harm_ I'm going to my friends to get ready for her homecoming, and I'm nervous as hell. I'm gonna post a picture of me when I'm ready, that is if you guys don't mind, and I will rant about how I don't wanna fuck up in front of a ton of rich kids.
~Kala
5h

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_i_self_harm_ I'm trying to be a bit more active and I wanna know what you guys would like to see. Do you want black and white? Less selfies? More positive posts? Let me know what you guys wanna see! If you don't wanna comment feel free to snapchat me at reneemcguire! I love you all
~Kala
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_i_self_harm_ I know this feeling all too well, and I'm sure you guys do too. The thing about recovery is, you have to want to get better and always try. When you fall you gotta pick yourself back up. Clean yourself up, wipe away your tears, and smile that beautiful smile of yours. You're amazing in your own way, and one day you'll see that part of yourself and you'll wonder why you ever hurt yourself. No, not everyday of your life is going to be picture perfect, actually most of them won't, but we live and strive for the days that are. When you go through life putting yourself down and pushing people away, you can't be happy. If you honestly want to have friends and a happy life then you have to keep trying. You have to keep pushing through the pain. School isn't forever. Middle school or high school, where ever you are in your life right now, doesn't last forever. When you graduate high school you won't see those who hurt you so badly. In twenty years when you have children and you're with the one who helped and loved you through it all, you won't remember that girl who passed you in the hall and laughed as she walked by. You won't remember those kids who always put you down for being you. You'll start to do what you want and not care what others think. In years you'll be glad you didn't make that last cut, or pulled that trigger, or kicked that chair out from under your weak feet. That sounds nice right? Well, to get to that part you have to continue to push through your life and continue to want all of those amazing things. So, when someone makes fun of your outfit or calls you a name just use that sarcasm you use with your friends, or tell them how their words hurt. Do whatever you need to do to make them realize their opinions are irrelevant to you, even if they aren't. Stay strong and keep pushing through those hard days and take slow walks through the good.
~Kala
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_i_self_harm_ It's nights like these that make me so happy I'm alive you'll all find a day like this too, but you have to stay strong through all of the shit everyone throws at you. I love you all! Goodnight
~Kala
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_i_self_harm_ I miss him so much recently.. He'll be here soon enough but I need him here now. I need to be in his arms and kissing him again now.
I'm gonna watch the pursuit of happiness tomorrow and that's the movie that me and this girl watched when we had a special night (to me at least) and then she broke my heart and I'm terrified I'm gonna burst into tears half way through.
Too much is going on today. ~Kala
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_i_self_harm_ i'd choose death over losing them any day.
looks like I'm going to die. -Emily
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_i_self_harm_ it's all my fault. I ruined my one chance. of course I did. when do I not fuck things up. I always do. we're in the third week of school and I'm already failing two classes, I didn't audition for the first play and am regretting it, I auditioned for a competition improv team today, no one was laughing at anything I did, I lost a really amazing friend because I wasn't good to her, I was awful, I got in trouble for having a hickey (which I tried to prevent!!!), and now this. ugh shoot me.
but, on the plus side, I have lost 6 pounds in a week (hoping to lose more. i can see my hip bones when I lay down. my goal is 84 lbs.) I might be going to Katy Perry, and he's still talking to me, so hopefully I didn't completely ruin it. goodnight, fighters. I love you! thank you for always being there for me! Stay Strong. -Emily
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_i_self_harm_ For anyone in need of a smile; you're perfect just the way you are. You don't need to change a thing about you. ~Kala 2w

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_i_self_harm_ I don't need anything to numb the pain when he's here ~Kala 2w

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_i_self_harm_ Yesterday when my hair was perfect! Don't you just love those days when your hair or your make up is on point? I know I do.
~Kala
2w
  •   anatips_ You're gorgeous okay? 2w
  •   anatips_ You're amazing and I don't want you to hurt yourself, ever. You don't deserve that. You deserve to be happy 2w
  •   _i_self_harm_ @anatips_ I know this is a late reply but I look at this nearly everyday and I can't express how much this helps me through the day. Not because I'm a big fan but because you're a random person who decided to be kind enough to give me a compliment and motivate me to stay strong. We need more people like you in the world. 3d
  •   anatips_ I'm glad I could help. Honestly you deserve to be happy & I really hope one day you can achieve that & if my comments help you then I'm glad. You're amazing 3d
  •   _i_self_harm_ Thank you, and as are you! @anatips_ 1d

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_i_self_harm_ My cousin wrote this
~Kala
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_i_self_harm_ I've calmed down and decided to come back. I know I want gone for that long but I just needed a few days to calm down and collect myself. Thanks to my lovely boyfriend and best friends I'm more organized in my life and I wanna do the same thing I've always wanted to do; help you guys with your problems and show you how amazing each of you are.
~Kala
2w

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_i_self_harm_ I'm so close to harming myself again. I have no reason I just want the feeling of it. I deserve the feeling of it. -Ruth 3w
  •   _smiles_are_fake_ Stay strong dm if you want to vent or talk x 3w
  •   gloomysmiles I have the same feeling. My right arm keeps calling for it. Just try to think of those who care for you maybe- that is if you want to stay clean. I'm not trying to encourage or discourage intentionally it may happen tho. Why do you feel like you deserve it? I'm honestly curious. 3w

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_i_self_harm_ I'm gonna delete my Instagram for a bit. I can't handle everything. Everyone is frustrating and no one cares if I'm here or not anyways. I'll be back later guys. Away positive, I love you all
~Kala
3w

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_i_self_harm_ I have one person who finds me attractive, but he's in California and when you surrounded by people who are always telling you how pretty your friend is and nothing about you, that one is hard to focus on. My friend is so perfect in everyday and I'm not even average. I hate myself. I hate myself for feeling this way. I hate myself for wanting such things.
I guess I'm weak...
~Kala
3w

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_i_self_harm_ To all of the people that I can't help. I wish I could be there with you and help you through whatever you're going through. Stay strong everyone ! I love you all!
~Kala
3w

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_i_self_harm_ School today.. Everyone was touching me and it was too hot to live.. GET SOME AIR CONDITIONING DUDE!!
~Kala
3w

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_i_self_harm_ Guess my friend took some pills, one of them I don't know what it was called, three of them being Tylenol. I-I don't know what to do, I'm scared.
~Kala
4w

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_i_self_harm_ I need this out on the front of my house. I'm so fucking pissed right now. This guy I know treats girls like things and is always cheating on his girlfriends. He is trying to change but still disrespects women. The next thing to happen to me is a guy, who knows I have a boyfriend, sends me dick pics and asks if I want more and says it can be "our little secret", like, okay no? Secrets are fun not nasty.
~Kala
4w

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_i_self_harm_ I had to cover my amazing tangled dress because it shows my shoulders and that's bad.
~Kala
#tangleddress #dresscode
4w

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