_i_self_harm_ Second day wasn't as bad as the first but after school I had to walk home and because out dress code is ridiculous I had to walk joke in my long sleeved shirt. Then, I realize I left my charger at school so had to get a different one, fucked up, got the right one and totally stressed out. Now I'm trying not to cry and I don't even know why I wanna cry.
~Kala
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_i_self_harm_ Small rant:
My friend says "hey what's up fag" and "that's gay" all the time and I'm so close to snapping on him. He knows it kisses me off and I know sometimes I just slips but it's all the time. Using gay as an insult is the same as using your name as an insult. You won't think that would hurt, but it does. When you say that's gay you are offending so much of the world. You don't know if someone around you is gay in some way or has a gay family member. When I hear someone use gay as an insult I have to hold back yelling at them. Homosexuals or bisexuals are greatly offended by hearing this phrase so much and most of the time they don't won't say anything because they don't want to be bullied or they don't want anyone to know they're gay or bisexual. If you think it's funny to use gay as an insult, you need to rethink that because the next time I hear someone say it I'm going to fucking snap.
~Kala
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_i_self_harm_ Okay, highschool is one of the most terrifying things ever! Hopefully it was just the first day and the rest is better but I'm going to slap my ex so hard! He's messing with me because my hair is faded and looks slightly green. I'm gonna slam his head in a locker.
~Kala
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_i_self_harm_ I have my first day of school tomorrow and I'm terrified. I tend to hang out with the guys but I dress like a girl and everyone makes fun of me. So, tomorrow I'm wearing a dress and I'm gonna try to act like I care. I'm scared that everyone will call me a dyke throughout the school year, because I cut my hair so short. Help.
~Kala
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  •   alanisstyle Don't worry darling is they say something they're are just jealous soo ignore them if you need somebody to talk I'm here stay strong 3d
  •   _i_self_harm_ Thank you, darling@alanisstyle 3d

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_i_self_harm_ Fat. Whore. And broken. The first three words you see are supposed to describe you. Mine fit. -Ruth. 3d

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_i_self_harm_ Wen you've always kinda really loved someone and they've always liked someone else and they get to talk about that person all the time but you can't say anything or they'll know and feel guilty. -Ruth 3d

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_i_self_harm_ My mom told me that since I'm a child I shouldn't always speak my mind. If I did you would know how much I want to kill myself and how much of the reason is her and my father. All I said was why couldn't my father watch tv on his because my mother and I were in the middle of a movie marathon and she says that and she says it's because he is the father of this house. I'm sorry I thought this was the 21st century. I know it can sound rude but I just don't understand why I can't ask a reasonable question. -Ruth 3d

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_i_self_harm_ NOTE: I'm feeling a but brave. I normally don't post the pictures I take that are like this because people out me down either for what I am for or for the quotes or saying in he picture. I hope you guys won't put me down and if any of you find this offensive I will take it down immediately.

Now that reason I chose to post this is because last night is was with my friends and for a while I felt like they didn't need me there and they just invited me so I wouldn't be lonely. Then I started to think. The only reason I wasn't being spoken to or included was because I wasn't talking to them or even facing them. I know, that sounds stupid, but I feel like this happens a lot to people who feel like they're left out. Then, later in the night you're alone in your room with that razor or those knife or if it's one of those nights you have more than enough pills or an old rope hidden away in the garage. I had the knife and I was just holding it against my forearm thinking they won't know or care and I'm not important. The next minute, Before I made that move, my boyfriend texted me and told me he loved me. To was so sudden that I forgot what I was doing, it's little things like that, that make living worth it. It's the small things that save us; the big things too. If I had made that move sooner or if I was feeling worst and had my pills, I wouldn't have later in the night felt great about myself and had the courage to take this picture and post it today. Just the little things that someone you love can do when you think no one wants you, is amazing. So, before you make that cut or swallow those pills, re-read those funny message a between you and your friends from last week or talk to your partner. Don't waste your beautiful life on something that you can change in an instant.
~Kala
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_i_self_harm_ If y'all need to talk you can dm my personal account @kala_renee14 or Kik me krazuk. I'll always be here for you guys, and if I'm not awake talk to the other owners and they'll help you for sure. I love you all, stay strong
~Kala
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_i_self_harm_ Sorry I haven't been active for a few days guys! I was camping and relieving some stress. How has everyone been?
~Kala
5d

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_i_self_harm_ I'm such a useless friend, I can't even keep them from doing the wrong thing.
~Kala
1w
  •   jesselionpurr You know, not all humans are great, or even good at all. But luckily natural selection is still present and all of you idiot wrist slit attention whore twits will die off. 6d
  •   jarl_nigbur I think you're all beautiful and great, and should keep on living however you want to live because you're beautiful. And don't listen to this meanie because he's just upset his mother doesn't love him. @jesselionpurr 5d
  •   _i_self_harm_ @jarl_nigbur Thank you ️ ~Kala 5d

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_i_self_harm_ I promised my family unwound go to the water park with them but I had to get sick and now I feel bad because they have an extra ticket. I didn't get much sleep last night because I was up until 1 trying to go to sleep. I don't know why I feel so bad about this, I shouldn't. Right? I should know they understand I'm sick. Right? Why don't I then? Why do it feel like I fucked up and I ruined their day? Ugh! I hate arguing with myself and I hate being sick. I hate that I get upset over the dumbest things and that's why no one wants to listen to me.
~Kala
1w

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_i_self_harm_ I don't want to try anymore. I'm not ready for highschool. I'm not ready for anything. She doesn't care about me anymore. But who even knows if she actually ever did. Why do I try with people. I've lost all of my friends over the summer. I'm such a loser. I'm probably the only fucking loser that cries until 2 in the morning. No one even cares why should I even care. I ruined my family, my friends, alyssa, Paige, Elizabeth, Liza Jane. Just everyone. I don't even know anymore only 4 days clean. (Irrelevant)And of course tyler Oakley is just randomly tweeting about depression. (Back to relevant) my father basically hates me. Not that I care but when he says the reason I don't like him hugging me is because he's male and I don't like touching men is so fucking wrong. Maybe I don't want a dickhead touching me. He wonders why both of his daughters despise him. And my sister thinks that since she moved back she thinks she can randomly come into my room throw her dog on me or try to change stuff in it. Like can't you tell my room is the only place I feel at home and comfortable. I probably sound like some little whiny bitch talking about problems half as bad as yours.-Ruth. 1w
  •   kkaitlyn.btw Kik me if you need to vent some more or talk (: 1w

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_i_self_harm_ But what if your love wears out?
~Kala
1w

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_i_self_harm_ I need one of these everyday of my life breh.
~Kala
1w

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_i_self_harm_ If any of y'all are going to the Illinois state fair today and see me, feel free to stop me an talk for a little bit. I'd love to meet you guys.
~Kala
1w

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_i_self_harm_ To everyone that calls me a slut.
To everyone who jokes about my ex and me getting back together.
To everyone for siding with her.
~Kala
1w

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_i_self_harm_ Ok so finally i'm getting closer to my new goal!!:) even though i barely can see me getting any skinnier.. At 39 kg now - 84 pounds only 4 to go :))) how was your day? :) -Vic 1w

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_i_self_harm_ Sorry I wasn't on much yesterday, i went to the State Fair yesterday with one of my friends and it was amazing. We saw Florida Georgia Line! They put on the best show! Was anyone else there?
~Kala
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_i_self_harm_ I hate it when you feel like your friends don't wanna talk to you or even be your friend anymore. I don't wanna be alone but I know that's where I'm gonna end up.
~Kala
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