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  •   1dfanfics_ashley After her locking herself in the bathroom for over an hour she finally comes out, without saying a word.
    she takes a deep breath and stands there in front of me.
    "I love you." the words leave her mouth quietly.
    "and if you want to leave, you can leave. I'm not going to stop you. But don't you dare try to come back!" Her eyes tear up. Her voice becomes quiet but harsh, "I love you, but if you walk away, you walk away and never come back. I can respect your decision, but you're not going to play with my emotions. If you leave, i never want to see you again." the tear rolls off her red face and she quickly turns away to wipe it.
    i sit there with my heart aching. She has every right to feel that way.
    I look at the ground for a moment composing my thoughts, then stand up with her. "I just want you to know i'm leaving for your sake, and for the baby. You don't need this in your life." i go to kiss her on the forehead but she moves, not allowing me.
    She gives me a look before storming towards the kitchen, taking the keys. Without looking back at me she grabs her jacket and leaves.
    I feel so defeated.
    I want to go after her, but that'll just make things worse. 1y
  •   1dfanfics_ashley Three hours pass and she still hasn't came home.
    As much as i wanted to say goodbye, i guess now is a better time to just leave.
    I go in the room we share and start packing my things.
    Once i got everything together, i take it all out to my car. I go back to lock the place and wonder if i should leave a note or something. Within a few seconds, i decide not too, knowing it would just be a reminder to her that i left.
    I lock the door with shaky hands and my heart sinks. "Goodbye" i whisper to myself, saying goodbye to everything. The house, kayleigh, our child, and myself. 1y
  •   1dfanfics_ashley ***sorry this was so short O_o buh next chapter will be the last (it might be broken into two parts idk yet.) i'm gonna work on it right after i post this and i think you guys will really like it :)) 1y
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1dfanfics_ashley Forever & Always: What Comes Next | Chapter Ten || Story in Comments 1y
  •   1dfanfics_ashley Later that night i find myself in bed laying next to her. I look at her, my beautiful fiance and stare her stomach…her stomach thats carrying my child. This little bundle of joy will be mine, and all mine...not having to share this time. I hope its a boy. A boy and a girl is all I've ever wanted.
    I start to shake as i realize the situation, and how i still havent told her. I dont know how i can.
    As i stare at her, i see how perfect my life is..for once. Everything is perfect and now everything will be shattered.
    I sit up and get out of bed, without waking her. As i pass the clock i notice the time flashing at me, two am.
    Havent slept at all, and doubt i will.
    I grab my jacket hanging from the doorknob and go outside.
    I sit on the porch furniture that took kayleigh two months to pick out.
    I pull my jacket close as the cool breeze blows through. I look up at the full moon that illuminates the sky with a bright golden glow. A tear rolls down my cheek unwillingly, then a few more quickly follows.
    After a few hours pass of mental breakdowns and a collection of tears that could fill an ocean, the sun barely starts to peak out from the horizon.
    As i watch it rise, i try to savor the beauty, but all i can think about is what i need to do...for myself, kayleigh, and our baby.
    I consider just leaving. Grabbing my things right now and just leave, no explanation or goodbye. For me it would just be easier, but in no way is that fair for her.
    I sigh as i realize there is only one thing i can do. Tell her the truth, say goodbye, and then leave. Or maybe i can just make her hate me and then she'll just leave…but i don't want her or my child to think I've gone back to the person i use to be. 1y
  •   1dfanfics_ashley Tears fall in frustration and my body shakes from not knowing what to do or how to handle this situation.
    I stand up and pace back and forth. Why did this have to happen. Why now?
    i bite my lip trying to hold back from screaming and i nervously continue running my hands through my hair. My heart is beating faster than it ever has.
    My life is finally perfect…everything i've been through has lead up to this time in my life. A time that's suppose to be the best time of my life...is now my worst.
    My hands ball into fists and i can feel myself become angry. I'm not even sure who or what to be angry towards. I pick up the chair i was sitting in and slam it down as hard as i can. Watching it shatter into pieces is like watching my life right in front of me. 1y
  •   1dfanfics_ashley The scream i've been holding in roars out as i kick the pieces of the broken chair.
    Within moments i hear the door swing open to reveal a frightened kayleigh. I wipe my face trying to calm myself as she hurries over.
    "Oh my God, Liam!? What happened?" she says out of breath.
    I grab her waist and pull her close, roughly but unintentional. I take a breathe and kiss her on the forehead gently. "I'm sorry." i kiss her again, "i broke your chair." i say obviously but not sure what to say, still shaking from everything. "I'll go buy you another one. Go back to bed love." i kiss her on the lips then let her go. My heart is still beating fast and i'm out of breath, but i try my best to be calm.
    Her facial expression is confused, "Liam, it's six in the morning." she holds my hand trying to pull me in.
    "I'm just…i'm sorry." i blurt out pulling myself away.
    Before anything else happens, i just take off down the road. Just running, trying to escape everything for a while. 1y
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  •   1dfanfics_ashley This means so much to me, since darcy. I'm not replacing her by any means, but this is everything to me. I know darcy is looking down and smiling, excited that she now has a sibling. "I love you so much." i say to her just before kissing kayleigh on the forehead. 1y
  •   1dfanfics_ashley The next day i called everyone. A wedding, a child, a new life ahead of me…this is unbelievable. This moment is the moment I've waited for my entire life.
    I had a day off, while kay was at work. The whole day i spent looking up baby decorations and reading articles for new parents.
    By dinner time i took a break. I went out and grabbed something to eat at the local diner, not staying long because i know kay will be off soon. When i came home i brought in the mail and cleaned the kitchen. Once i finished cleaning the last dish, i went through the pile of mail.
    Bill, bill, junk mail, bill, a couple wedding magazines, a victoria secrets catalog, bill, and then the lab results from my doctor's visit.
    When i went, they ran a couple tests to make sure everything is okay, like they usually do.
    I open it up expecting the normal results, but my heart drops when my eyes see the words. My eyes start to tear up and for a moment i forgot how to breathe.
    I hear the door start to unlock, and i quickly shuffle the papers in the drawer.
    I take a deep breath and quickly wipe the tear the fell down my face, composing myself. "Hi honey." I smile at her as she walks in. 1y
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1dfanfics_ashley Forever & Always: What Comes Next | Chapter Eight || Story in Comments 1y
  •   1dfanfics_ashley A year has passed since that incident…the fight with kayleigh and seeing my daughter, still not sure if it was real or not.
    But after i saw her, a piece of me left with her.
    I feel completely at peace with everyone's passing, truly feeling like ive been able to move on...feeling like this for the first tine since their death.
    I guess thats what i needed, just to know that she's okay, and to hear her say that i need to move on.
    I reach over and grab my cup of coffee from the night stand, and finish the cup.
    I place it back down, then get up and walk towards the window.
    the curtains are pushed to the side so i get a perfect view of the dark and clouded sky. The trees are bare and sway harshly with the wind.
    I sit down on the window seat and wonder what they're doing right now. I smile to myself as i picture beautiful little darcy running through the clouds and chasing butterflies.
    My smile fades as i wonder if she's found her mother or not. Maybe there's just a lot of souls and its hard to find everyone? Or, I wonder if it really is true…that you dont go to heaven if you kill yourself...or if theres even a heaven at all.
    Times like this make me question my faith. 1y
  •   1dfanfics_ashley "Honey, are you ready?" Kayleigh yells through the hallway as she makes her way towards the bedroom. Within seconds she appears in a gorgeous black sweater dress with tights and heels on. "You look beautiful." I say as my eyes become focused on her.
    She walks up to me and kisses me on the cheek, "we have all night for you to compliment me. Now go get dressed." She laughs a little and walks away, knowing exactly what it does to me.
    I quickly change my clothes into something more formal and spray some cologne.
    I grab my wallet, keys, and her surprise and rush to the living room. I grab our coats and hand her hers. "Thanks, handsome." she says smiling as she puts it on, just before opening the door to leave.
    We make our way to the restaurant that i made the reservations for, arriving fairly quickly. Since we've moved closer to the city, its been so much easier. After i got out of the hospital, it took me a while, but she took me back. She shouldnt have, because i dont deserve her, but i cant picture my life with anyone else. And after that talk with darcy, its really opened my eyes. It took me a very long time to prove myself and get her to trust me again…we took couples therapy and have been working hard to repair this broken relationship, but when you love someone you'll do whatever it takes. After half a year of being together with no fights or arguments, we decided to try and move in together. Instead of living at my old place, full of negative vibes and bad memories, we moved closer to downtown. For once in a really long time, i feel like things are going amazing…like im actually living my life. 1y
  •   1dfanfics_ashley I drive around and finally find a parking space. The second i open the door, a gush of cold wind floods the car. I quickly get out and embrace the autumn wind blowing through.
    I rush over to the other side of the car and open the door for her. I help her out, then shut the door for her. I grab her hand and we hurry inside.
    As we take our seats, my nerves start to get the best of me as the reality of the situation sits in. We order our favorites and talk casually while we wait, her having no idea. Once our food arrives, my palms become sweaty and start to become extremely nervous. I've never actually done this before so i'm not exactly sure when the right moment is.
    I can hardly eat, but force myself too...the whole time i think about the words that im going to say.
    i casually wipe my forehead thats starting to sweat, i never thought this would be so nerve racking.
    I cant take it any longer, im just going to go for it.
    I take a deep breathe and my heart starts to beat incredibly fast.
    "Kayleigh," i grab her hand. "You know i love you more than anything in this world. I know we've had extremely low moments, but we've also had the most amazing memorable memories that i could ever have with a person." She stares at me with a smile, "i love you so much and i honestly cant picture living the rest of my life without you." i smoothly make my way on to my knee and pull out the box containing the ring. "You will be my mrs. payne?" i say slightly with a laugh, not believing i said something as cheesy as that.
    I look up at her with shaky hands, her eyes filled with tears and a smile takes over her face. I open the box and reveal the ring with a smile. She covers her mouth with her right hand and nods her head as she holds out her left hand.
    i take the ring out of the box and gently slip it on her shaky finger. It glides on smoothly like it was made for her. I stand up and hug her, realizing that i actually get to spend the rest of my life with her. 1y
  •   rhiannon125 Hey I absolutely love your fanfic your an amazing writer. I really enjoy reading your fanfic's and would live it if you could continue writing secrets revealed. It's an amazing story and it's one of my favs :) 1y
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  •   1dfanfics_ashley As soon as she turns back around, a glowing white light forms. Within a matter of seconds, it becomes a massive ball of light. As it gets bigger, it gets brighter.
    A piercing light i can barely look at. I watch it engulf her, just before it gets so bright it's nothing but pure white all around.
    For a split second it lasted, i felt a sense of peace. Like i could feel her presence leave… but it's okay, because i know she's safe.
    A close my eyes and rub them from the insane burning that the light brought to my eyes.
    As i open them back up, the room is completely normal and i hear a knock on the door.
    "Good afternoon, Mr. Payne." The nurse comes in with a tray of needles. "How are you feeling?" She smiles as she throws on her gloves.
    "I just saw my daughter." i say, still not believing it but feeling completely…complete.
    "I'm sure you did." she replies in a slightly sarcastic tone.
    I hear another knock on the door, followed by it opening revealing the doctor.
    "He's already having hallucinations." she informs him.
    "No, i really saw her!" i exclaim, telling the truth.
    She gives the doctor a needle and cleans a spot on my arm with an alcohol pad, "This should help." She holds my arm down as i feel a prick from the needle. I feel the fluid rush in my vein. "You'll probably start to feel tired here in a minute." the doctor says, disposing the needle.
    Within a few seconds they leave the room.
    "I really saw her." i whisper, to myself.
    Or did i?
    I stare at the ceiling trying to collect my thoughts, but my eyelids become ridiculously heavy, forcing me to shut them. Leaving me wondering what exactly happened, right before i fell asleep. 1y
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  •   thefeelsfanfic I'm too scared to read this because I'm scared I'm going to be obsessed with your fan fictions again... BECAUSE THEY ARE JUST SO GOOD 1y
  •   1d_til_death This is seriously one of the best FANFICS I have ever read!! Love it so much!! 1y
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  •   kittykat_tastic I am trying to hold my tears in so I won't wake up the whole house. Right now I am failing miserably. 1y
  •   luvinallerandez OMG SOOO INTERESTING!!! I LOVE IT!!! You should post one of all of them in heaven like Liam getting to see his baby girl again that would be the cutest chapter ever.. keep up the good work 1y

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  •   1dfanfics_ashley "Kayleigh, stop!" I get up and grab her arm quickly and forcefully, stopping her from leaving.
    She swings her body so that it's facing me now. Tears refusing to stop falling from her face only make me feel worse. "Leave me alone!" She tries to scream but her voice won't allow, she's too upset.
    I just peer at her through my own tears, "Babe, I'm so sorry, please, I didn't mean it! Just please believe"-"but you did mean it!" She cuts me off and looks down avoiding me.
    After a few moments, she looks up at me angrier than I've ever seen her. "I WILL NEVER BE HER!" she screams in my face with her voice cracking towards the end.
    As a reaction from shock at her screaming, I let go of her.
    "You lied." She crosses her arms and looks at me disgusted, "YOU LIED TO ME." she states screaming at me again, this time even louder.
    I can feel myself start to become increasingly angry with her the more she opens her mouth. 1y
  •   1dfanfics_ashley She leans forward with rage and gets in my face, "You told me you were over her! You told me you wanted to move on. But it was obviously a lie." She looks at me one last time with such a disgusted look, then turns around sharply causing her long hair to whip me harshly in the face.
    I can feel the blood boiling inside of my veins and my hands immediately ball into a fist.
    I desperately hold in my rage, waiting for her to leave so I can release my anger.
    She walks away like she's about to leave, but instead walks towards the table. She reaches for the roses I gave her and throws them on the floor.
    "This relationship is over." She stomps on the dozen of flowers, digging her heels into all of them, completely ruining them.
    I can feel my chest rising and falling quickly and my breath becomes short and heavy.
    Once she's done, she looks up at me from the side and whispers barely loud enough for me to hear, "You're nothing but a piece of shit."
    In that exact moment of hearing her say that, after everything I've done for her, causes me to snap.
    I rush towards her and fling her against the wall, releasing some of the rage. I dig my fingers into her skin, making it unable for her to leave. She screams from pain, but I block it out. 1y
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  •   er_bears OMG I literally dropped my phone with my jaw to the floor when it said, "I love you too Ashley" cause I was like holy shiz balls she's alive! Or is he dead?! And then I was like oh snap when I realized it was that other girl...... 1y

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  •   luvinallerandez I just finished all 82 chapters of forever and always and just started reading yesterday and finished today i was obsessed and now Liam tells his story without the two loves of his lives this is amazing i have had a stoffy nose every since reading this im inspired keep it up..! 1y
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  •   er_bears She is seriously breaking down right now over the phone. And btw if you need help post the sexual stuff since I jut saw ur recent post, I would love to!!!! I'm a writer for fanfiction too, but I haven't posted them yet. I would be more than happy to help you. I'm comfortable with it but I'm not a pervert @1dfanfics_ashley 1y
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  •   _call_me_mrs_direction_ I cried after I read this... like I just finished it and I feel really sad. Like its so adorable and I love the story but it's still sad. Ugh 1y
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